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A Daughter's Journey Home

Dr. Linda Mintle

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I Love My Mother but...

It' the same pattern every home visit. We spend time with our mothers and revert to childlike states. You know the feeling, "I love my mother but...she drives me crazy!" By the time most of us reach the driveways of our family homes, we are already feeling those old insecurities. Years of unresolved interpersonal baggage begins to swirl in our heads.

Is it because we sleep in our old bedrooms?
Or because nothing seems to have changed in the past 15 years?


Whatever the reason, we return from our mother-daughter visits stressed, fatigued, and way too self-reflective about past failures. Guilt seems to be the prevailing emotion. We are guilty for behaving badly, for not being more tolerant, and definitely need to work on staying calmer. Why did we get so upset when mom repeated the same story for the fifth time? It was only a story!

We love to fantasize a more Brady family-like reunion in which we sit around a cup of coffee sharing stories. There will be great talks, intimate times and fabulous memories. The acceptance and approval we long for will be given. Then, this momentary dreamlike trance is broken by her familiar voice, "Are you ever going to settle down with a real job and be like your sister?"

Unless your family has been in intensive therapy all year, probably not much has changed. And unless they begin that needed therapy now, not much will be different next year. But you can change. It begins with this. "I can't change my mother. But I can change my reaction to her."

If you want to be a grown up, you have to let go of idealistic pictures of family life. Mothers aren't all knowing, all powerful and all-accepting. They don't anticipate your every need and make every effort to meet it. That doesn't make them bad, evil or even dysfunctional. It makes them human. I know this because I am a mother and have a mother! And I've learned, after 20-plus years of conducting therapy with mother-daughter pairs, that "change" has more to do with me than her.

It's too easy to blame mothers for all our problems and harder to change our own behavior. And just because intellectually we know that mom can't be the perfect nurturer, this rarely stops us from trying to make it true.

Maybe we daughters should try a little more patience, forgiveness and self-control when it comes to our moms. Perhaps we should consider the concept of honor. Even in the worst situations, we can honor a mother for giving us a chance to walk the planet.
Here is my advice: Next visit, don't wait for mom to change. She is who she is. You take the first step by changing your reaction to her. Make it godly and loving. Remember, only children fight about who goes first. Personally, I'd like to stay a grown up. So work on you and see what happens.

Resource: A Daughter 's Journey Home: Finding a way to love, honor and connect with your mother by Dr. Linda Mintle (Nelson, 2004)



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